ClawsAndFangs
"When you open your mind to the impossible, sometimes you find the truth." - Walter Bishop
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CERN :)
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Own *-*
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(Source: forever-always-ends-anyway)
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(Source: hellyeaha7xmotivationalposters)
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Gossip Girl
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Dan:
I know we don't like each other and you think of me as a boring, sheltered nobody.
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Chuck:
I don't think of you.
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Dan:
Right. Of course you don't. But I've been thinking of me. And I have come to the conclusion that I need to get out of my comfort zone. I need to experience new things.
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Chuck:
Are you gay?
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Dan:
Now that would be out of my comfort zone, but no. I just need to get out of Brooklyn. For one night. I'd like to experience the world of Chuck Bass.
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Dan:
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(Source: monicajadesablan)
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Only my favourite song like EVER! \m/
The face and the lips tremble as it rips
Your breath quickening as heat rushes in
Pull harder strings martyr
Stop you cry that’s a lie
Flush gasping white reddening
You smile and destroy it- it’s time that we end this
It’s our curse that makes this world so hopeless
Allowing our king to spread his genocidal wings
Clawing the skin each kill your weakness
Annihilation your masturbation- tyrant, I’ll burn you down
PULL, HARDER, STRINGS, MARTYR,
STOP, you CRY, that’s, a LIE!,
FLUSH, GASPING, WHITE, REDDENING!,
You SMILE, and destroy it - it’s time that we end this!
It’s. our curse, that makes this world so hopeless,
Allowing, our, king to spread his genocidal wings!
It’s, our curse, that makes this world so hopeless,
Allowing, our, king to spread his genocidal wings!
My hands grip your throat I need your end
Burned, staked, ripped apart- I avenge
For every life you have taken
I am here to repay You ask me oh God why
‘Cause I’m God that’s fucking why -
You can have every success in the world, yet if your heart isn’t happy it all means nothing. Absolutely nothing. I’m the kind of person who follows my heart. Stubborn, naïve I guess, but I tend to stick to the decisions I make and follow it through the end. Which, is why, life sucks for people like me.
This world is too cruel to let your heart make decisions that are set in stone. Yet, hopeless pathetic me still doesn’t listen. I know I have worked hard to be where I am now. And I’m still working hard. Career opportunities really opening up for me. My studies also giving me really good opportunities. I feel like a complete idiot right now, turning down my job, a raise AND an opportunity to study further with a bursary. But my heart isn’t happy. Its burdened. And I know that until I sort things out, ill never be able to go through with my life.
As stupid as I feel, I know I’m making the right decision. At least the excuse I’m giving myself is that I’m young, and better to make my mistakes now then when I’m older and in need of a more stable life. That said, I still call it stupidity. Angry with myself, for having my life bring me to this huge fork. But, if it wasn’t for listening to my heart in the first place, I won’t even be here. I would be burning in hell, lol.
So I guess that makes me both a realist and an idiot. Better than just one type who misses out on the other. At least I know that when this whole storm is over, ill be happy. Truly happy. And a happy heart can work much better at making your dreams come true. At least I’m hoping so.
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My life in pictures
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Today I turned down my Job AND a raise. I call it stupidity.. I also call it following my heart…
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Some people act like they are so afraid of hell. So fucking afraid of something they “think” may be the worst thing to ever happen to them. I won’t disagree. I just think that life is hell itself. I mean, what’s the point worrying about going to hell when you’re living in a world that’s almost the same?
Not only is dealing with all the crap bad enough, every coping mechanism we have to deal with it just gets taken away too. Sometimes I wonder why I try so hard to be a good person despite all the fuck ups this world gives me. Despite me trying to deal with it and then they take away that too.
Then I realise, that I had a feeling that made me feel better. A feeling in my heart once that stopped my fears, stopped my tears. Stopped my sadness. Cleared away my burdens. Wiped my heart clean. Gave me hope and strength. When all I did was cry, and prayed to God to take it all away.
My one wish is for every person to feel that love in their hearts. Because once you feel that, your whole life changes forever. It was just one dark night, but that little hope I had in God made Him change my life forever. I know the road ahead is not gonna be perfect, even though I now believe in God and back then I didn’t. But I know that the drama that awaits my life is not as nearly as big as His love.
I’m scared, but I’m ready for this.
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Being a woman has become a mark of strength, compassion, courage, wisdom and love. Over time, the concept of being a woman has changed. But the only reason it has changed is because the women of the past have been strong enough to fight for their rights.
As much as the world hates feminists, it is because of them that women have freedom and equality today. I am proud to be a young women because they were proud enough to let our strength and intelligence become recognised.
Happy Women’s Day :)
